I caught my own wife using love charm on me, and I still didn't leave.

My brother, this thing happened three years ago and I have never told anybody. Not even my pastor. I came back from work early one day, my wife was not expecting me. I found her in the kitchen stirring something into my pepper soup. When she saw me she just froze. I asked her what that is, she said it is just her special spice for me. I laughed it off but something did not sit well.

Later that night I checked her phone. I saw messages between her and a woman in Ajegunle who sells this things. My wife paid her five thousand naira for something to make me never leave her. She even sent a voice note saying she has been using it for six months. I confronted her and she cried, said she was scared I would go back to my ex. The thing is, I was not even planning to leave her. But after that day, something changed in my head. I started wondering if my feelings for her were even real or just the thing she put inside my food.

I am still with her. We have two children now. But sometimes I look at her and I don't know if I love her or if I was just programmed. That woman in Ajegunle collected money from my wife and planted doubt in my heart that I cannot water out.