🤫 Confess💔 Relationship Wahala
I Am 37, Married, and Still in Love With a Woman I Left in 2019. My Wife Doesn't Know.
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Iron Hawk from Lokoja
3 months ago
I am 37, married with two kids, and I have a good life in Lagos. But there is a woman from my past, Blessing, that I have never truly gotten over. We were together in 2019, before I met my wife. The relationship ended because of distance and family pressure. I thought I had moved on. I got married in 2021, had my first child in 2022, and my second in 2024. But Blessing still crosses my mind almost every week. I check her Instagram stories, I see her posts about her own life, and I feel a pang of something I cannot explain. I have never messaged her, never liked her posts, but I know her schedule, her job, even the name of her dog. The worst part is, I sometimes imagine what it would be like if she called me tomorrow. I know it is wrong. I love my wife, I am not a bad man. But this thing is like a wound that never fully heals. I have never told anyone this. My wife thinks I am the most loyal husband, and I am. But my heart is not fully in this marriage, and that scares me. The lesson I have learned is that you cannot force yourself to forget someone. You just learn to live with the weight of it. If I could go back, I would have fought harder for that relationship, or I would have made peace with it before getting married. Now I am stuck in between, and I don't know how to let go.
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